20 years &

A song starts me humming,

  the beat brings me memories

  & I wonder when I was younger

  if I would ever find myself

  closer to an answer, some solace

  that would secure a bit of haven.

I scream myself to sleep,

  wearied, wounded, & ready

  for what my dreams might bring;

  hoping this time it might be a balm

  to soothe this restlessness.

20 years & I ask

  what has changed?

- January 29, 2011

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20 years &

  this song starts me humming,

  the beat bringing memories

  of when I was younger & wondered

  if I would ever find myself closer

  to the answers or some slice of solace.

Tonight, I give myself to sleep

  a not-much-wiser man wearied, but ready,

  for the clues my dreams might bring;

  hoping that time might bring a balm

  to soothe my restlessness.

- Revised April 16, 2011

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Filed under 2011 Poems, Revised Poems

One Response to 20 years &

  1. Ooh I like both the original and the revised edition.

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